"Based" in Reality

Recovering from the guilt of not realizing that ALL the corrupt systems are connected

I am a PEI, Canadian mother of three, the youngest in graduating in June 2024, and the two oldest have both graduated and been through post secondary programs already. Although I am proud of their accomplishments, I am not very pleased with the outcome of their education, as they have little capacity to critically think and are struggling to find solid ground in the real world.

Through their upbringing, I had successfully avoided following any specific political or organized religious guidance and allowed lots of space for them to come to their own understandings and beliefs as life experiences unfold. I see now that was a mistake.

Unfortunately, I underestimated the motives of the outside forces that had access to their moldable, trusting, young minds. I sent them to the same small town school I attended growing up, and I was involved in their school life, so I forgot to reinforce to them the importance of questioning everything. I never would have believed the trusted teachers would fill them up with lies and encourage them to reject the values and beliefs instilled from family, traditions and reality.

I didn’t even realize how much damage had been done until it became devastatingly obvious in 2020, and has only gotten worse since.

I had originally been lead toward an semi-awakening to the corruption in the world almost thirty years ago, when I first became a mother and started to question the status-quo. The first red flag was discovered when my concerns for vaccine safety and requirements were completely dismissed by health authorities and fellow parents.

I started researching vaccines and discovered so many testimonials of vaccine injuries, along with no guarantee of immunity and many possible long term concerns and side effects, that haven’t even been fully uncovered yet! This information convinced me that any potential prevention is very possibly worse than the diseases they were being given against. And the odds of actually catching most of these diseases, in our modern sanitary world are extremely low risk! Odds are higher for a vaccine injury, than for having complications from contracting the disease!

My gut instincts refused to comply, so I made the brave decision to focus on natural immunity and refuse risky pharmaceutical roulette. Now thirty years later, I have never regretted that intuitive decision, and until the fear mongering got cranked into high gear in 2021, neither did my three children.

I warned everyone I know and recommended that they do research also, only to realize that my worldviews were not the same as my peers, and most of society didn’t even want to hear about my discoveries. So I learned to keep my new knowledge to myself and just let others find their own way. But I was very grateful that I had found this info, especially in the coming years as my children all started displaying mild autism symptoms, that I truly believe could have ended up being much more severe had they received all the recommended childhood injections. [*I don’t think vaccines cause autism, but if a child has the genetic markers, I believe food additives and environmental toxins have more to do with it, but the shots do add to the extreme toxic load that children have to manage.]

During covid times, when my youngest child was made to mask daily for school, I began researching and discovered my suspicions were right, masks have many risks and no guarantees. Next, daily testing was required and again my concerns were verified by many sources that I trusted, so I decided that school was the bigger threat to my child’s mental and physical health. But my teen disagreed with my conclusions, because the indoctrinated teachers and TV doctors she now trusted more than me were saying they were smarter than her parents. And unfortunately my oldest child and her husband completely agreed and supported her choice to go against my concerns, and reported to CPS that we were causing her emotional stress. They requested that they should take our baby from her home, and she has now been living with her sister and her in-laws for the last two and half years.

Meanwhile my son was required to take two covid injections to return to campus at university, but as he is an adult, and already knew where I stood on the issue, he didn’t consult me on his decision to comply. That’s when I finally started to see the effects of the dangerous programming my children had received from the woke indoctrination happening in public schools and social circles, and it has only gotten so much worse since then.

In spring of 2023, my son confessed that he has been under the delusion for almost two years that he thinks he is a girl trapped in a boy’s body! This information totally shocked me, as I have never seen any signs of gender dysphoria and felt certain that, due to his autism and insecurities, he had been misguided into following this evil ideology. Then I discovered that his sisters had know about this mental confusion and supported it from the beginning.

I would never have believed that my precious children would fall for these ridiculous lies to this level, there was a time they trusted me before the systems started tearing that down. I have now been called hateful and ignorant for following my reality based beliefs. Names can hurt and have caused deep wounds, but I will never surrender to evil lies and will die on this hill with dignity, and pray until my last breath that my beloved children will someday come back to reality too. This too shall pass.

Can I really be the only non-affirming parent in PEI Canada? It seems so, as I have not been able to find any reality based support in my province. The pain is hard to get past, but feel I have no alternative but to fight the whole system that created these evil lies. If my children will not listen to my logic and serious concerns, I will just have to get louder!